My update again~

Staying at the “Write Post” for more than an hours~ dunno what to write for my blog update~

I’m STUCK!! Although I had filled up my time with a part time job but still nothing special for me to update here. Try to find something new.. but also failed.

What about I update my self info here? Maybe just for update my post count, Ok right? Hahaha~~~

1 # On Weight Management Program - Lost 10.5kg - still going on~ (Now, I able to wear back my past 5 years *college times* clothes ler!! XD)

2 # Got “Spot Light Burn / Sun Burn” during working as a part time at Fun Fair. My skin now dry, dull and skin peeling. Help~!!!!!! Aging now, sobs T_T

3 # Looking for any other job opportunity. Left 2 months for me to handle my resignation letter.

4 # Starting to look for various mask~~ I want my younger skin back!!! wtf

5 # Give myself more time please~ running out of time lolz (first time ever in my life)

6 # Earning there, spending / buying here~ haiz, when only I able to earn more than spend ler?

7 # I’m tired on my day life. I love freedom and freshy life~ where is it? lolz

8 # Still love to online messenger, shopping and blogging. =D Become a things that I never wish to let go~

9 # My life’s busy which I spend all my time at home just for 8-10 hours which is my sleeping time lolz.

10 # Must ever remember this~ be glad and smile for what I have now wtf!!

Okies! Mission done~ phew

Cheers & Luv babe~

Work Life

I am so so so f*cking Fed up with my work life here. Hmm, maybe is environment problem. Grrrrr

Now, I already become "十等人物" Top Ten people... Hahaha

为什么我是"十等人物"呢？Why I said that I'm "Top Ten" people ler?

一等：等进来电话 :mad: - Wait for Incoming Call

二等：等老板给新的工作 - 继续跟进案件 - Wait for new case job and Follow up case

三等：等时间过 - Wait for Time passing

四等：等 - 坐着呆等 - Wait by sitting there and dreaming. Lolz

五等：等小便 - Wait for pee

六等：等大便 :grin: - Wait for Sht

七等：等吃 - 早餐 ，午餐 - Wait for Breakfast time and Lunch time.

八等：等收工 - Wait for the job end of day.

九等：等工钱 - Wait for Salary. Money Not Enough!!! Grrrrzzz

十等：等明天 - Wait for Tomorrow.

This is what my work lifes cycle should be. I started being so so frustrated on the job here.

Working for 3 boss is not a easy task here. Salary for each person is RM 500 (RM 500 x3 = RM 1,500) per monthly.

I dunno what is the reason to stay here for helping them on the admin kind of job here. Maybe I am "good enough" to do so? Maybe I didn't have the others way out? or Maybe I just like the job to be so simple as what I am doing now.

Do you realise that the time I updating my blogs? Haha, I update it daily whenever its was my working time.

Maybe you will feel jealos or envy of the job I have now.. have freedom, have additional time, have no stress. This is what you can see from the external part of me. (p/s: If anyone interested of this job, please let me know ya.. looking for substitute to replace my place) Wtf!!

For my self thinking, I am not able to continuing to find this kind of job in future.. Really a die person job.

This kind of admin job.. really make me speechless and stressful. I dunno how to describe my feeling. Just ONE word can be describe... is WTF!!! Thats all!!

Nearly month of December, I will type out my resignation letter and print out 4 copy and distribute to my 3 boss and include myself copy. Yeah!! Let's wait for the moment coming towards me. Owh.. totally can feel.. the real freedom I have once I handle on the resignation letter to them. No stress, no fed up, no frustrated being with me everyday. Glad!!!

So, thinking what is my next target job that I need looking on? Any Idea?

This is what my work life be~

Cheers babe!! wub~

Holiday # post 3

6th October - It is Saturday (clubbing day? oh no… I didn’t clubbing at all :P)

For me, Saturday is my favor day which the day I can rest whole day and doing nothing at home. It is just for me to relaxing my self at sofa and thinking nothing there. But, I had my 3 days before on the passed holiday (Raya’s holiday + 1 day leave) and this Saturday makes me feel nothing.

Actually I was looking for the part time job at Saturday and Sunday. I sent.. (erm ) 2-3 resume about hiring for a part timer promoter on Saturday and Sunday. Last before holiday (Tuesday), I received a call that a confirmation for hiring a girl promoter at Giant hypermarket, Shah Alam. The guy named James Ong whose call me up asking whether I able to go for this Saturday and Sunday part time job at Giant hypermarket there or not which at the time at 11pm till 7pm. I sure say can… cos I am hunger for any part time job that can filled up my extra (wasted) time for my own. So, I confirmed with that job.

So, I went to Jaya Jusco nearby to looked for my black pants and black shoes (shirt will be provided). At the end, I able to find a suitable pant and shoes which black in colors. Yeah, I can start my part time job life as it will be continuing till I able to set up my own financial freedom.

James’s said that he wanna meet up to have a short brief about the product that I going to promote this Saturday. So, Friday about 6-7pm we meet up at Jaya Jusco for just a short brief on the product. After a few minutes explained on the details, we ahead to his car to get my promoter T-Shirt. U guess… what happen??

Oh gosh~ the T-Shirt that he pass to me is damn f*cking small. I cant imagine how the looks when I wear it. Gosh!!!! I asked him, did you have any size bigger T-shirt? Bigger than this… got? He answer; my company just provided us the size of T-shirt, nothing more bigger.. Got also, is another promoter but I think the size also not slightly different with this one. SHIT MAN!! How come a company that seeking for a promoter giving out such a small Tee for us to wear. I said I will try it out after this at night lar..

Back to home, and try on it. Darn funny looking when I tried harder to fit it as well. The T-Shirt just across my stomach and very obvious that I am not suitable for this. Just imagine a big “kid” wearing his own shirt that he worn when small kid time. Darn right!!! I called him up and tell him that I am not suitable on that T-shirt that he gave to me.. and asking whether that he find any BIGGER T-shirt from his company people? and he said the client company just supplied about this sizes shirt for us only. *fainted*

Den, I asked him; How am I gonna work for tomorrow job? Yet I attached my photo that I taken recently and you said that I can fit the T-shirt as well as my photo succeed to lies u? Freak man!! This photo I just taken recently and yet my body size didn’t change as much. And how you can so “imagine” that the shirt is suit on me? Dunno wanna laugh or angry on this ler @_@.

So, I just asked him to find people replace me lar.. Dunno the heck how to find and just None Of My Business NOMB (not numb kay) -_-” Haiz, gotta let off..even I ask my sister go for the job she also don’t want and yet she is complaining on the shirt that need to wear lolz.

Boh bien liao… Anyway, Saturday is just my sweet dream and confirmed the job is cancelled due to the T-shirt supplied totally can’t wear at all.

Gave back the stupiak T-shirt to him when he came across my house to take for it. Haiya.. If not the T-shirt problem, I should be able to attend the job want. Sigh~

My day is simple just passed away~

Cheers babe~!!

Thinking of Nothing

I had been thinking over and over again... hmmm what should I post here...

I need to think for a half whole day. LoLz.. finally I named my today post is "Thinking of Nothing".

Hahaha.. of course, finally I just complete what am I thinking for a half whole day here.

Yeah~~ thinking of nothing.

Its kinda being bored to read this.. maybe I should admit.. that I need to find some works to do or find some activities to do. Or maybe I should stop online ever? "oh gosh..I totally can't imagine how my life's will go on if I lived without online-ing. Totally out of my mind here.

Except all broadband and network server down lar.. there is nothing that can stop me from online-ing. Maybe I should said this.. 'I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ONLINE!!!'

Although sometimes I am complaining about my life's is bored but its still nothing there can stop me to online... even just a simple action by online messenger, surfing net, reading blogging, or forum-ing.... i think its just simple for me to say that... I Love Online!!! <3

B.o.R.e.D

"I try to be good but I get bored"; I know my blog... is bored!! But I still have to post some random short out here. Please allow me to do this... although I know is boring =)
p/s: (what la... this is your blog eh, just post whatever u like lar..aiseh =.='')

Hahaha..actually I wanna post the pictures taken during MoonCake festival night. LOL~ I didn bring my digi.cam cable here.. cant transfer, cant edit and cant post here >>.<<"" - conclusion is next time only post out.

Anyway, just share something random "bored" things here lar... don't mind if makes you too boring kay =) gek gek gek~

" i'm bored of being bored ! "

I hold the sign of being "bored" here!!

I'm bored until I fall asleep when doing paperwork.

I tried walking down the street alone.. I still bored. People come..people goes~

and I cried suddenly and emo-ed~~ T_T for being bored....

I shout this to all my friend's : Hey yo... I'm just bored, can you come and help me pls!!

circle of life's.. just turn round and be urself.. I'm bored here >_<"

How was my description with the picture shown here? Haha.. I know you started to feel boring here..

.. B.O.R.E.D ..
I’m bored. Seriously… I’m bored. I’m bored at work, I’m bored at home, I’m bored of shopping, websurfing, cleaning, cooking, seeing movies…life. I’m B.O.R.E.D.



And I have a feeling that this bored funk I’m in is making me.. well: cynical, snarky, unhelpful, socially defunked, and (worst of all).. one word "boring". What do your life make you extremely BORED here?

Conclusion:

Have a fun here =)

A brand new day~

"I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I Smile & Seem Carefree, There is no one Who misses you more than ME!"



Everything had past. What ever that we can do is only wake up and facing a brand new day.

No matter how hard or how tough the life is... everything that we can do is...face it... try it and not escaping it.

I used to be the person escaped from fact, hiding everyone, refusing to facing the truth and thought of living alone ever and ever.




But its doesn't work.. even how hard I tried not to think the past, tried to forget everything BUT its just likes a trailer keep slidding at my memories. It just seem likes that just happened, and somehow I still can think what happen next in my dream.











But what can I do? It just a dream nor it cant be truth in my life anymore. A person who died is dead. He wont wake up to say HI to you, he wont SCOLD you anymore, he wont SMILE on you anymore and the things that he did to you or havent wont be there anymores. What ever he left just a MEMORIES to you~






"Gates of memories will never close..... How much I miss you no one knows.... Day will pass away into years... And we'll think about those memories in Silent tears~ "



So, wake up!! wake up girls~ I know its takes time to face all those things. Ya.. its take a long time for me instead. But, at last you also need to wake up. Be strong, be tougher and appreaciate every moment you have. Don't keep on blaming, not use!! When your life is mend to be.. just moving one step forward, who will know what is your next step. Don't ever blaming GOD in your lifes. Whenever things come wrong, just face it and overcome it. Its not a big deal. Road A cannot use...than ma Road B lor.. abo..still got Road C and Road D...etc!! =p

Cheers up!!! Everythings will be alright =)

Makes your lifes full of LOVE, full with FRIENDSHIP and make your lifes meaningful~

过去就让它过去~ 雨过天晴了~人也开醒醒了~ 要活的更精彩~ 俗说：明天会更好！！

Have a Brand New Day~~ *smell on the fresh air* =)

You will get through it when ever you wake up early in the morning and feel that your Day is great!!!